When I'm talking to God, I'm sure I sound crazy.
I'm like, I hate this house. I really, really hate this house.
I mean, I'm so grateful for this house. So, so, SOOO grateful for this house.
And I need a change. I need a fresh start, I need something new. We're in a new stage of life, and I need something that fits this life instead of the old life. And as much as I love this house, I need to move. But remember, I want to move, but I don't want to sell the house, I just want to rent it, cuz, I mean, I never want to get rid of this house. As much as I want to leave, I never want to not have it.
And I think God listens and then just looks at me a little bit sideways and nods his head and lets me keep talking.
(Written: Fall 2018)
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